BURN
You won't find me condescending at your
closed door You won't hear how I feel. Say you've been there before
The holiday's the hardest time to fill in all the blanks And you don't
need anyone to show you those mistakes Wrap yourself up in only math
of our world Fill up the holes in your full heart with details For all
the riddles solved and every puzzle you complete Can't seem to find
the pieces to the heart that beats You'll master every task but always
by the book Then log it in your past with risk that you once took They
left you then, they'll hurt you now Can't get too close to you or you
will cut them down And any fool can play I'll raise the stakes with
another turn We risk, we roll and we burn At arms length you never get
hit There's too much to gamble when you let someone in My true friend
I'm spewing And only one more positive I just might spill some notable
insight I didn't think before I purged So here I am attempting to unlock
your closed door I wouldn't break it down 'cause you'd be gone for sure
You might say something nice of me and send it in a card Or under whiskey
breath slur kind words at the bar And you're sinking me While you stay
afloat in the tank you built We drop, we'll never learn
E DAGGER
Come on E; try to go easy We can do
anything (repeat) Come on E; we got it covered We can stop anytime (repeat)
Come on E; it's just a party Let's go to party town Then we can party
down Come on E; Check out my funny hat My name is Randal I wrote you
this song Can't you see that all we need is one night to release? It's
bound to be the last in all of its glory Come on E; raise your glass
to the sky Drink to the song that plays, Olden days, whatever I just
want to get Randical Don't be a bummer Look at this summer day. The
sun is rising once again. Yeah! Can't we have just one night without
all this self-destruction? I just love my husband. I can't live without
him Come on E; we're goin easy It 's just a party Time to get gnarly
Come on E; try to go easy My name is Randal It's nice to meet you We
are always here to make you laugh
DANCING THE COLLAPSE
Already here now, already
done Combine and collapse. Dancing with none White is for "so dumb"
Blue is for "numb" Yellow the streaks on their backs. They all step
in line I'm just a rug... Under the foot prints of strangers All I need,
all I know This one's for Jimmy and two more for me It's something you
sell to your self It absolves you of your role Accidental... Pardoned
the repeat offenders toll They missed the last week's wake It's cold
Find yourself here now. Dance the collapse Those aging children, they
all know the steps I'm just a bug Under the rug Under the reap Absent
Under the gray Under the grief Absent Under the myth Under the meek
Absent Under courage Under caring Absent Understudy Understudy Absent
Understudy Understudy Absent
I MUST BE HATEFUL
I can't make the
damn phone ring It's simply pathetic if I call you anymore I can't figure
it now We tallied our scores I got knocked out I know when you come
to town I know where you drop your dime and whom it's for I'm not good
enough to time your cup of coffee 15 years... was long enough Look at
me. I'm an old colleague Another hard knocks day acquaintance Finally
you are free of me It must be true or you'd give a minute But it's always
my fault Always it's your forgiveness This unbalanced resolve I must
be hateful So I hang up the phone Call it a small sacrifice You still
hear me now Dear you, the vinyl it was blue Stalking poor Blake commiserating
drunks at sea Do you remember when Jawbreaker rocked "The boat"? I'm
sure you do...and don't Look at me. I'm an old fly buddy Just a blue
coach class acquaintance Finally you are free of me It must be true
'cause it only makes sense I can still see you now Pictures are in every
town I can still write it down "I must be hateful" I can hang up the
phone Even at those lofty heights You still hear me now
FALLING APART
Hello, welcome to the show Thought
we broke up years ago What's up, I just shit my pants Gambled and I
lost Good times, just blew out my knee I've fallen and I can't get up
Oh shit, I think I broke my back Where's the wheelchair? I'm old school
I'm played out Osteoporosis, glaucoma and neurosis The vultures circling
above our balding heads Second verse, the same as the first I forgot
the words again Railer, lost my inhaler Who's got a smoke for the Caper?
Hold on let me catch my breath All right, I feel better now Take it
to the bridge I'll never be Ozzy On stage when I'm fifty I'm gonna look
like Elvis By the time I'm forty We're already bogus We're already fading
We'll never be The Rolling Stones I'm staying home Dementia and senility
My failing muscles atrophy I've lost all ability Falling apart Blue
hair, brown teeth Failing livers, defeat Maybe we will try to pull it
off For another year
MAX SAYS
Max says everybody's angry Max says
he'll never leave his home Max says that heaven's another place It's
there his grandparents have gone Max has ten years on this birthday
A year ago this world had made him cry Max sees his world through the
brightness Eyes to learn Hope to glow in the dark And he will aim toward
the sky Deep blue. The silver lined white clouds divide Max says everybody's
nasty Says they start too many fights Max wrote a letter to god today
His god could never tell lies Max says he's always been faithful He
prays for them Max bets they all will be saved And he will aim toward
the sky Deep blue. The silver lined white clouds so divine But Max won't
get what he asked for Not here. Not now In the end we will leave him
a pile Mountains of anguish assured for his climb And Max inherits his
birthright Inbred. Inborn
BILLY CLUB
Billy Club has got his strength
It places him above them The feeble incompletes Billy Club has found
his pride He looks down on their state The verdict justified It's self-defense
It's vigilance It's nature's call Oppose them all The lesser ones are
The vital threat He needs them Billy Club has got his faith He's followed
every lead Set down in history Billy Club has found his place It's comforting
and cold It's here he realized his role And here it comes That old defense
He's consequence But he has chosen The iron grip His Billy Club Desensitized.
He's everywhere He's anyone. He's every... Billy Club has got his strength
for this world (repeat)
DIVIDERS
All the mirrors scream As they describe
your dreams All that they deride Until you have no allies They depict
a world where we aren't safe Without hate An angry mob of one Author
of the unstoppable will United we must kill Here comes the faade They
will inflate your god By default accomplice to their war But I know
where I stand Born into the geographic call But I won't elect to let
my mind fall No dividers
NEVER STOPS
I'm all right Tell me you're all
right Almost there Barely here I knew that this day would have to come
Wailing on the wall Watching giants fall I know there's a message to
receive Written in debris It's meaning's hard to see The loss of innocence
Means nothing in the new world All our hands are red Everyone is guilty
now I'm all right... Tell me you're all right Stop my eyes ... Open
wide Another idiot glued to the box Frozen to the screen Scared to turn
it off Quiet shock gives way to righteousness Rattle on the bars Vengeance
will be ours Fanatics on their knees pray for a swift and just revenge
Become what they condemn Mirror image men Hands across America, let's
catch contact hysteria Our flag erects from broken homes July 4 for
evermore Colors of democracy Fly from every SUV The Misspelled bumper
sticker's here Where did all the honor students go? Numbers on the news
This time with familiar names This time on familiar ground This reality
in your back yard So the fences fall Will you redefine them all? Will
you choose shelter or empathy? The world we share has come too close
With borders blown from glass We collect stones and cast them They say
the party never stops But I know we cannot get off Another idiot comes
on the box Breathing privileged air Preaching to the fair Rallying one
muscle under god Leading on the cheer Leaning on their fears The state
of ignorance means nothing to the faithful God is with us now They disregard
the world beyond the wall
DINNER AND A MOVIE
Here we go again
Until one of us says when Making old mistakes The brake lights illuminate
Accidents repeat You can count on me Crushing you in vain 'Cause I will
save you You can hate me We're so well adjusted Darlin' it's pathetic
justice Find out where I breathe Suffocate my needs Van Gough kept his
ears But I will love you You won't save me We're so well adjusted Darlin'
it's pathetic justice It's already better than last time I ruined another
girl's life I am a portrait of serenity and desperate need I'll hold
you here until you cannot breathe If I break up with you You'll find
someone new So I'll choose misery And I will save you You can hate me
They'll all be disgusted Darlin' it's poetic It's pathetic justice
LULLABY
Waging war on the arms race of sound
Turn it down Pull the plug Imminent surrender Ringing in the new Dark
Age Shut down the noise-aholics Put down the quiet-ophobics In a daydream
of peace In a calmness too brief My lullaby is killing My lullaby be
stilling It could be such sweet silence From static from violence from...
Volume is the modern currency Everyone competing for air space Everybody's
dumb Shouting muddled words as though they're deaf Big brother isn't
watching anymore He knows we are distracted and absorbed Broadcasting
our grief Our imagination's atrophied We can't think If I could sing
them all to sleep If I could sing myself deaf Wouldn't it be lovely?
Doesn't it sound perfect? Every generation hates the next I will save
the millions from a slow insufferable death I'll put them to sleep Save
them from progressive misery I'm counting If I could sing myself to
sleep If I could sing myself deaf Wouldn't it be lovely? Doesn't it
sound perfect? My lullaby is killing My lullaby be stilling Memorized.
Involuntary I think I can change the world
BILLIONAIRE
Breaking down in surround Alarms
are deafening Alone in immersion Drowning in the dream Billions in the
shadow Of one you won't deceive All we know is failure All we have is
us How can I forgive you? For breaking our last trust Billions of sincerities
And one you will believe You have to honor me (repeat) Our lives are
incomplete Without our honesty Our honesty Breaking down the numbers
Eliminate the waste Nothing's ever perfect Forget about disgrace Fuck
the purist. Fuck the tourist Fuck the bourgeoisie You have to honor
me I have to honor you Our lives are incomplete Without our honesty
My life is incomplete Without our honesty Honesty
TOMORROW IS HEARTBREAK
Bitter X it must feel
better Holding that grudge It's a feeling so familiar Not unlike love
Unrequited she's scarred in hatred Yesterday's moving (repeat) It's
easier to locate A better nest Tell them you never lived in such a mess
Emily at her best in black Reminds them all to stand back At a distance
they won't notice the act All that she lacks You can see up close she's
bitter Remembering wasted dinners Can't expect the creep to stay long
But he's not the one who pissed her off Today is denial (repeat) It's
easier if she won't See him again He's just another trip best forgotten
Emily may be odd But she always gets even It's not unlike love Emily
will find him again Another short-term boyfriend Emily, you'll always
be alone Tomorrow is heartbreak (repeat) So bitter X I'm sorry Sorry
I bit that hook I'm just a bad clich in your black book
BAGGAGE
Stand by... Stand by... All that we've
been thru All we can't undo I'm picking out the songs to set the mood
They'll play them at a funeral for you I have been the only friend I
have stayed until the end I'm telling you my brother I am through It's
a measure of pity That I won't carry... I won't carry It's a matter
of duty But I won't carry... I won't carry you Most of us have our secrets
One deep-rooted mark we can't remove I'm guessing yours still owns you
I can't dig mine up to bury you I have been the only friend I have stayed
until the end I'm telling you my brother I am thru I will lie with the
guilty But I won't carry... I won't carry... It's a measure of bad dreams
But I won't carry... I won't carry you